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by It&i

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Rob Randolph I've listened to this record, like 5 times the whole way through, and it's just one of those albums that sticks with you. It's so different from other stuff I like, but the quality of the song-writing
shines even on lo-fi recordings. Favorite track: Ménage à Moi.
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1.
The Big Shit 04:08
THE BIG SHIT I've been a child longer than is appropriate I put on big boy clothing but it never seems to fit My words all lose their meaning while preening peacocks kill Gravedigger fornicators looking for a hole to fill A nursing home for heartless butchers - contagious boredom blooms Symptoms painted on the walls in long deserted glooms Pictures posing - noses turning up into the burning talk Smitten witless wonder whimpers - endless shit to fill a crock A peaceful state of mind - the ducks all in a row The fervent fist of justice always claiming it is so A pile of broken toys - a decoy that annoys So polish up your grab-ass ploys and go impress the big boys (chorus) Hey buddy can I get a piece of your big highbrow? I wanna be a big shot - to be the big shit now (x2) We made a monument to worship nothing the plushest animals leaking precious stuffing Always(sometimes) something other - smothered ashes on a shelf Warring factions fractioned oddly into fragments of a self Trickle down into a puddle muddled with the sentient Primordial the urges begging on until the guilts repent Red hot screamin' demon stirs pots of wayfaring semen Diamond/drab - am I ungleaming? Fuck it all! I must be dreaming... You're in a nightmare now - and you'll never get out All the creatures in the cupboards gonna gut you like a fish You're in a nightmare now - and no matter how you pout Your prayers will not be answered - no matter how hard you wish (chorus)
2.
BEAST IN A MAN BODY (a.) I'm the centerfold - meat bought and sold Old waitress calls me: "honey" Make your loins to toil - my fertile soil Sucking the puss from your lanced boil Shit on my life - you can't fuck me in the soul I'm not cynical or clinical - the big bill Fill the orifice with money It's so magical - comic/tragical Stirring the clots of your addict swill Shit on my life - you can't fuck me in the soul (b.) Juice that rotten fruit between your thighs Failing in a lady's eyes Phallical and generalized (c.) Baby - oh won't you call me: "baby" Cos perhaps maybe I caught a kind of Rabies - no medicine can save me And now I'm frothing and raving about Shaving my body from it's mooring The old man snoring Becoming boring? (d.) Sexual vegetation Master and the bait Coagulate Feminine masculation Imbrication Oh - baby - baby - oh Fester in stagnation Our abrasions Pulse with friction Throbs A burst of gobs And now I'm a pregnant man! (e.) They say almost isn't good enough But I almost called their bad bluff They say almost isn't good enough I took a long shot off the wrong cuff Is it me or are our bodies erupting? Corrupted by the devil or something I can't hold a candle to gossips and scandals galore But I'll try to make my mind up today Before the whole damn thing gets blown away By the surveillant meddle too tangled to settle the score (f.) HUMANIMAL
3.
NOW WHO'S THE DUMMY You're just the body in my trunk And I'm just a lousy old drunk Seems like you've been there for years Eating your blood - drinkin' your tears Now you're nothing but ears For your mind to debunk (chorus) Catastrophilia - philia - philia Remind me What was my line? Catastrophilia - philia I'm fine You're just a figment my mind You should be running out of air Are you still alive down in there? I feel the strain of the years The nightmare smug array of fears But after a couple of beers I no longer care (chorus) We're not gonna make it We've been whited-out (x4) I'm just a doll in your bed Mis-shapen features and nodding head You've made my face up for years With smoky shadows and rougey smears A fogged mirror that never clears Until we are dead (chorus)
4.
A CLICHE MALAISE Why isn't life as good as it looks? The perfect moments like the ones in books? Our jewels lie hidden - or fondled by crooks Or are worn to not fulfill our tenterhooks (chorus) Lovemakers sigh Too bored to try Might as well shrug and say: "fuck it" Hang your head and die The glib glamors vie For your piece of pie Quite compelled til you kick the bucket When you're dead who'll cry? (payment on the sly) Why isn't love a visible thing? The perfect ointment for a poisonous sting? Instead a stone in a swinging sling Heft to split the skull unending (chorus) Just gum out on the road Chewed and chewed but never swallowed Then spit out and forgotten Just another never-hole for you to aught in Just turn the world around The day is old and long and dead and grey My head's begun to pound My favorite places have all begun to decay The part of thought that talks Exaggerated nonsensing unlocks The skin is wearing thin From perching on the tip of a pin (chorus)
5.
o'th'Wind 02:29
O'TH'WIND She was grand Dressed like a man Dressed like a man Cos her man got canned Worked for the man Cos her man got canned For the rap of a murder pinned She worked all day Wasted away Wasted away On the long cold bay Washed away Golden hair turned grey In the deep dark bell of the wind (chorus) O the wind O the wind Hollerin': "let me in!" Good things end Meant to begin In the deep dark belly of the wind She waved goodbye To her child so spry Wavin' goodbye Sayin': "momma don't die" Eyes un-dry Since daddy fried In the deep dark belly of the wind (chorus) x2 Days long gone Whiskin' along Whiskin' along Like the church bell's gong Right and wrong To be put upon The minister's lecherous grin Sayin' "take my hand be my bride be my bride cos your man done died" She stepped inside And he cut her wide In the deep dark belly of the wind (chorus) x2
6.
SUMMER: THE MOVIE We had decided we would win the lottery Buy a house - plant a garden in the desert by the sea We're made of each other and we're all that we can eat In a car at the drive-in makin' babies in the back seat (chorus) I kinda lost my head All the awful things you said I guess summer only happens to the dead I played the detective - and she played the thief She left clues to the ruse restraining my relief Woven out of wicker we would bicker who's to blame Gotta match(?) What's the catch? We have bursted into flame (chorus)
7.
GENETIC ROULETTE (a.) In the wrong and right Absence of delight You're the depth of height Waiting for weights to sleight You make medicine Out of love and sin For my harlot skin Whimsical mannequin You're a zoephobe In hermetic robe As the torments strobe Pulsing fanatic globe You're the concubine For knowledge design You're the ethic-twain Birth/Death pain (chorus) There is a man in the living room He is building himself a golden tomb Out of the earthen womb Out of the morning - into the night In the rumor mill Where the smalltalk swill Pokes the holes to fill Up with the dread of hell What we all deserve When our morals swerve When the guns unnerve Our vim and vigor verve We're just suits for brains We're just mops for stains Thoughts without their trains Sewage all through our veins This is how it goes This is all we know This: the tell and show Brains to blow (chorus) (b.) Surely I have not always been wrong All along the boulevard disguised as ravens Pickin' at the corpses of our youth A shiny copper penny for each tooth (c.) I'm just a baby A little tiny baby A whiny - snotty - young kid I don't wanna die I just want the world to stop When I begin to cry I want some candy I am commanding I am quite handy with a gun I must remind If I don't get what I want Just how much you're gonna find This sweet kid's gonna blow you open wide Teach this flock the ropes of genocide Life is just the chains that death abides (d.) In a sequence of vague damnations We're beginning to lose our patience Hope wanes - love is the vampire draining Take your medicine and do your homework Don't be a coward - don't be a dick Long days - shortening with every malaise Sure I could be doing more But isn't that what everyone else is for?
8.
MENAGE A MOI Is it so sick To strike The flame to your own wick? My candle lights the darkest niche Of which - the edge is dangling off the ledge Adhesives cannot fix A screw can't do the trick Because it isn't made of magic My mirror face I chase Through halls of my reflection Handsome as a wall of bricks Flame licks the ice thrice times two tainted tubers Under inspection The most modest section Lifetime series of erections (prechorus) I'm cheating on myself Cheating on myself With myself With myself (x2) Ooh la la menage a moi (chorus) The opinion is there's no way it is OK to be a narcissist Loving all you touch You should be humble and grey and gradeless Never saying: "yeah I made this I am such the much" You're just a lump of meat For the eaten repeaters to grind to dull treats Your smile's a burden - stop Your happy wizardry's spoiling misery's plot You're like the weather: vain From self and harmony abstain Into the grain There til you're morbidly plain I'm civilized An intricate numerical device For making sense of naught A pot To piss a tempest into Thoughts lost in ever onslaught A tail that's never caught A womb bloomed in it's own pile of rot What? (pre&pro-choruses) Mine - mineminemine I am mine Not your design Not here to hold up your sign Never thine
9.
The Altar of Efflux For peace we live in turmoil To die with every breath Robbing Paul to pay the Piper Paying for our death Ruined We can't get the game As we soil ourselves in shame Let it be not so Delivered from blank-sorrow When the Good Guys run the show Wearing blissful countenance Shining up our teeth Happy - joyous - loveydovey Malcontent beneath Soon There will be none to blame When we all behave the same No further to go There's no longer need to grow Cos the Good Guys run the show Cos the Good Guys run the show

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It&i recorded this on a cassette-tape-4track deal, and played all the odds and ends Ourself. Our friend Ray Hughes helped us put the tracks into a computer, and he also polished them up with various means of technical wizardry.

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released January 6, 2016

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It&i Portland, Oregon

It&i is a delightfully odd one-man-band, who performs punky/dancy/cabaret/pop originals. The drums are played with his feet, and he runs an acoustic guitar through an array of effects, and live looping, while tooting on a hodgepodge of homemade gadgetry. With a love for eclecticness, and carnivalesqueness, It&i believes in writing well crafted songs, full of exciting twists and turns. ... more

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